im scared

i'm scared..freaking out..
cant sleep..Ya Allah ape nak jadi kat aku ni? takot la..

tak jumpe lagu jln penyelesaian, ke aku je yg x melihat?
i'm real scared ..

wuts my possibility of being successful in the future?can i be as normal as sume org?

tatau la ni..
sangat2 tatau..

di akhir cerita

herk..aku ke yg jahat sebenanyee??
haish..tak abis2 rase besalah..sori..tak berniat pun to take him frm u (who ever u are, u'll know if u read this)..

tatau nak pk ape..i'm sorry dear...
not that i regret..but i just feel bad..gosh! I am bad..

ladidadadaa...

been 2 weeks in maersk..banyaknye test nak wat..kinda scared to start work tmrw sbb cam x paham sgt bout the shipping ind.
but anyhoot..better than hsbc..(tahbapekali dah mention haha)

so esok sit at our places which has been assigned..i'll be in between nell and i dunno who..haha..got to get to know ppl gurl!

baru jek tuka number..mesti most ppl is getting fed up coz dah banyak kali sgt tuka number..sorry guys :D

dunno wut to nag abt..just wondering if there is anyone at all in this world that would accept me as who i am..specially the fact that i am 'fat'?..or is that a bad thing?..i dunno..

kenangan kot?..

hehe ape tah tajuk..

aaa..dah start kije kat Maersk..jap lagi nak dok umah sewa kat usj..takot!!


encik cairo gi jalan2 minggu ni..smlm die gi alex tp x msg pun!! sian die kedit abis..
hii..nak gi jalan2 jugak...

gudlak untuk diri sendiri menghabiskan segale certification utk kije kat maersk..watever pun cam better aa dr kije kat hsbc..hehe

p/s: ade org kate skang pipi lagi tembam dr lps spm haritu..aa kompem aa..hehe moge2 lose weight sket la dok umah sewa..

Salam AidilAdha

Salam AidilAdha

Semoga sejarah pengorbanan, ketaatan, keikhlasan &ketabahan Nabi Ibrahim, Nabi Ismail & Siti Hajar dapat memberikan kita 1001 pengajaran & keinsafan..



Thanx kande cairo

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Tajuk ni sebenanye tajuk novel..takde kene mengena ngan entry :D
tapi cam besh gak nak story psl novel neh..die psl sorang dak pompuan name Haryani, watak die cam kite2 ni la ha (ayat mun) bengong2 gitu..haha..pastu die neh mmg berangan nak jd puteri..
pastuh one day die kene ragut, terus koma..dlm mase die koma tu die masuk zaman kurun ke-15..berkenalan dengan sorang mamat neh..yg takde lelaki zaman skang yg leh jd camtu..watak die kite bleh bayangkan die seorang yg ensem, macho, berani and most of all sangat2 islamic!! huh..sape tanak kan?..pastu..haha bace la sendirikk..
Penulis novel neh: Ramlee Awang Mursyid
Terbitan: Alaf 21

anyways..hari khamis harituh, ajak ct teman gi cari jalan paling dekat utk ke wisma consplant & glenmarie (my future work place)..thanx ct..rajin die teman kan aku walaupun x cukup tido..

pastu jumaat ajak ct gi uia jumpe mun ngan shyda..thanx lg skali sbb sudi ikut walaupun mlm sblm tu kete die kene cium kat traffic lite!
kat uia ade karnival apetah n pc fair..gile MP3 player RM99?!! tapi cam tak beli..kate unemployed haha..

pusing punye pusing last2 beli anak tudung jek..apetah..
pastu lapa gi kafe ..makan lasagnia ngan abc..
shyda nak balik umah tapi x jadi setelah di persuade utk stay dan tgk Baik Punya Cilok @ Pride & Prejudice..

Memule gi Galaxy Ampang, tp Pride & Prejudice xde..dan memandangkan ct tak rela utk tgk Cilok..haha make kitorang pon gerak la utk ke klcc cari pride n prejudice..tapi cam tetibe ct dpt call drpd Ad suh amek die kat kajang..make ct pun x ikut sbb kene balik naik lrt yg agak impossible nak jumpe (tp jumpe gak la) hehe

dah sampai klcc, sume rush solat maghrib n beli tiket..
pastu plak tatau nak tgk cite ape tepakse main OO-SOM! mun menang sbb die buat burung, aku wat air..mun osom on behalf of Cilok, aku on behalf of P&P, while diwitness oleh nurul shyda kamarudin..

balik lambat gile..pusing2 cari atm tp sume dah tutup sbb dah pukul 12..haha
terus anta mun balik umah..pastu anta shyda. Mase anta shyda mmg dah headache gile, sebbaik shyda ajak lepak umah die..(memule ajak shyda terus blk putra..tp die tammo)..hehe pastu terus tido sampai pagi!

pastu rase cam x sedap ati dok lame2 kat umah die coz die dah mention nak blk kampung..so terus la berangkat pulang lepas subuh tanpe sempat salam mak shyda n kak intan..sedih gak..tp mase dtg dan balik org tgh tido lagi..

sampai aje umah sakit pale dtg lagi..terus rase cam nak tido..pastu dpt msg dr encik cairo..tengs! tapi cam ade salah paham sket je enpon di off sementare waktu..bile bangun je rupenye dah tengahari, terus on tepon balik n mase tu br dpt sms dr Shy yg atok die just passed away this morning :(

sorry for ur loss shy..Al-Fatihah~

pastu ptg td dpt msg dr kande cairo mintak online kejap..rupenye kredit die abesh..sian die, jahat aku neh..
pastu dah baik balik and in love again..ecey :P
dah merepek dah nad ni..
jom tido? :D

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haa jom tido! :D
*dah abis bace undomestic goddess, monday's child n devil wears prada!! yeay!

Mun
Shy

CT!! aku nak gamba ko pls!

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