little things..big things..

okie things are not going well lately specially with my dearest yeh..
seems since the day he board the plane to uk we've been having miscommunications..i guess i was at fault, but things get confusing when each of us felt we are at fault..and both are scared of losing each other..i dunno..

been calling him 2 times since last nite..which he..doesnt respond well..and..been smsing a lot..which he would be replying 1 or 2..
sigh..dunt know wuts epening 2 us..

yeah i know there are ups n downs in a relationship..and i hope our situation rite now wouldnt be the end of us..gees..so i am that scared of losing him..wow..

*sad mode..n hoping things would get back to normal..and wondering whther i can turn back time?..huhu

wish list currently:
1. have money n permission to go meet him in uk even for a while..
2. be able to continue taking masters in uk with him
3. find a place for my industrial training
4. i want to pass all my subjects this sem without letting my cgpa go down..

crazy wish list huh? but this is what i want.. :(
plz plz plz..haish..