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Monday, December 26, 2005

IsITmE? hehe

Social Entity?
Category X - The
Changeling

Witty, amusing and a bit weird, you're welcomed
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Saturday, November 26, 2005

Mungkin Nanti

Mungkin Nanti

Saatnya ku berkata mungkin yang terakhir kalinya
Sudahlah lepaskan semua kuyakin inilah waktunya
Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi

Dan mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau coba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang kutinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin saat semua disini

Dan bila hatimu termenung bangun dari mimpi2mu
Membuka hatimu yang dulu cerita saat bersamaku
Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi

Dan mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau coba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang kutinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin saat semua disini

Tak usah kau tanyakan lagi simpan untukmu sendiri
Semua sesal yang kau cari semua rasa yang kau beri...


I'm Just A Kid

I woke up it was 7
I waited till 11
Just to figure out that no one would call
I think i got a lot of friends but
I don't hear from them

What's another night all alone?
When your spending everyday on your own
And here it goes

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
Tonight...

And maybe when the night is dead, I'll crawl into my bed
Staring at these 4 walls again
I'll try to think about the last time, I had a good time

Everyone's got somewhere to go
And they're gonna leave me here on my own

What the hell is wrong with me?
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep
And every night is the worst night ever...


*Do I have anywhere 2 go?..

Sunday, November 13, 2005

open house umah dinie

siang td gi open house dinie ngan mun, ann, marina n yunon..
memule cam memalu ahh sume konon..pastu kene marah ngan dinie!! haha self service rupenye :P

pastu bile borak2..masing dah kije...masing2 borak psl kije..
dinie: kije kat flextronics, and part time kat takaful ikhlas
yunon: pks kat putrajaya..
marina: r.a kat ukm
mun: prektikal saje2 kat opis jiran die (wat design2 aah)
ann: tgh study lg

suatu mase dulu sume dok cite psl pmr, pastu sume dok cite psl spm...
skang ni dah kije dah masing2..pastu dah masuk2 dah bab org ni tunang ngan org ni..nak kawen ngan org ni..hehe

dah abis open hse umah dinie gi lepak umah mun lak..
kua kan jubah2 dr pakistan..jadi pasar mlm dah umah mun (adik mun ckp la..hehe), dah penat tgk jubah gi call tim..
pastu dok bincang ngan mun sampai kol 10:30 psl nak wat bisnes..

cam xbest lak tim ngan shy xde..huhu nak wat camne..eheh

Saturday, November 05, 2005

tatau nak pk juge :D

hari selase baru tau rupenye resignation letter hari belum disubmit kpd hr, so to cut the story short bos suh pk lg seminggu..hayya..

tapi cam tetibe rase cam nak sign je kompemasyen letter..takpe kot notis 2 bln? haha kusut!

SELAMAT RAYE SUME!!!

p/s dah tatau nak cite ape

Monday, October 31, 2005

resign

tendered my resignation today..finally my boss accepted the letter hehe..
had a good day at work, sebbaik ade kwn cam siva..edwin dan lain2..agak happening gak aa..

td first sunday dpt wat sales..cam terase amazing!! haha..dpt 1 mortgage, 1 home insurance, 2 personal loan and 5 savings account..okla, xdela bos nak kate mentang2 nak resign dah tanak wat kije..kene jage face gak beb :D

mase break buke pose jumpe Dosh..haha die nak gak pinjam resignation letter, nak copy katenye..
aku xnak menginfluence sape2..tp klu nak blah jom je!

pastu dah abis kije agak sakit ati ngan seorang budak pempuan..

dialog:

me, a, b and c tgh jln turun tangge nak balik ....

b: eh, u tendered oredi eh?
c: ya laa..u tendered oredi??!
me: yupp..mase start kije tadi she accepted my letter (grinning)
d: (shrug) i dont see the point y ppl resign..baik confirm je, 1 and 2 months notice doesnt make any difference the way i see it (shrug, while looking clever)
b: yupp, exactly..mane ade kije yg satisfy u the most? bla..bla..bla..
me: huh? what?..owh..well if u guys r in my shoes, u cant sleep at night..u r a mess, and u believe u can get job elsewhere..then..(looking blur, shrug)
b: (made a face, shrug which i think is 'whatever' nonverbally)..and walks away..

the thing is..aku dah bincang mende ni byk kali ngan 'd', and 'd' hated the job more than i do, and never gave a single advice bout not resigning..but cam apekah tetibe? i know she'd like to show ppl she is clever, well fine she is..but i dont quite agree with her ways..huh..whatever..

the point is aku dah rase lega..haha..tatau la..
aku pon tatau what i'm doing is right or wrong, i did istikharah, consult my parents, older relatives and some friends..and my feelings are more twds resigning, and rite now more interviews are coming my way..hope i get another job soon :)..

wish list:

kije with 9-5 working hrs (aboutla..)
do not deal directly with customers..
no interference with things that i'm supposed to do being a muslim..

is that too much to ask?hehe..that is a wish list..u wont get everything u want to be ur way, but u have to try rite?:D

i really do have to train myself to have more patience!

Saturday, October 29, 2005

recovery

dah tukar skin lagi skali..kali ni agak puas ati sbb xyah edit langsung..haha pemalas!

Dah lame x rase best..tapi tadi gi umah maktam (makcik belah mak), die buat makan2..ade bubur lambok ngan kuih muih, die x sempat masak nasi..kitorang tadde hal..makan je ape yg ade..

seronok sgt td jumpe sumerang..
mak jang ngan pak jang nak bukak tadika kat masjid munawwarah Shah Alam..registerlah anak anda disitu..sesungguhnye mak jang aku sangat pandai dlm bab mengasuh budak ni..(wah ayat aku!)

tadika die berkonsepkan english+islamic learning, tapi die agak terkilan sbb xleh letak perkataan 'islamic' kat tadika die sbb nnti kene kejar ngan JAIS..even dlm objective die pun xbleh letak perkataan 'islam'..terpakse digantikan dengan 'agama'..camni la undang2 yg tah ape2..x paham aku..

skang ni die tgh cari sape2 yg nak mengajar dengan syarat, u have good english, good manners and great attitude..tapi yg plg penting kene suke budak lah..

paksu and maksu tgh bz ngan cni..baru berjinak2 dgn MLM, die ajak aku join tapi aku mls nak terlibat..tapi skang aku tingin nak jual kad reload (maxis, celcom, dg and IDD) tp x jmpe lg org yg bleh dipercayai..cam kenal sorang je..tapi die dok kat penang..mls nak kaco (orgnye haris)..

denga cite psl makteh...sian die..
tapi denga kisah sedih die maybe dah nak berakhir (ape kene la ngan ayat2 aku ni?)..hehe
tp fathonah(anak sulong makteh) dah start sleepwalking , ade satu mlm makteh cari die..jumpe die tertidur tepi tayar kereta..hisk..risau aku..

yeh kat Mesir..baru lps wat xm..insyaAllah bleh pas tu :)..doa2 la die terus masuk thn 4..
skang ni sbenanye in between chat ngan nah (adik yeh)..die pun tgh nak study tapi kat uk la..doa2 la die dpt visa..
baru2 ni yeh cite safiyah (adik die sorang lg) eksiden..telanggar blakang kete org..
tapi x contact tnye kabar lagi..hisk..serabut btol aku skang nieh..

hari Rabu harituh aku dah nak kasi resignation letter kat bos tapi direjek..aku pun x paham..padehal hsbc recruits ppl all the time..haha tu laaa..kasi lg gaji ciput, pastu ngan x bagi dabel pay utk perayaan2 khusus di mesia..pastu xde housing/car loan..pastu ..banyak la lagi pastu..mmg la high turnover..isk..

tapi satu hal..klu resign nak kije katne? klu x resign dok penin sbb xleh adapt ngan shift hrs ni..
tp klu stay maksudnye kene sign confirmation letter and klu nak blah kene kasik 2 mnts notice..
camne ek?

dahla tu..penin pk psl aku..apetah aku ni..

hehe..dah kol 4pg..tom(kucing aku) dah turun dr bilik dan menjalani rutin hariannye dgn mengejutkan bibik utk bangun sahur..

so..later babes..

Friday, October 28, 2005

welkam bek tu me!!

samat hari raye!!! samat deepavali
Tah nape tah tetibe rase nak memblogging balik..takde ape la nak tulis sgt..

Samat berpose!..pose thn ni cam x rase bln ramadhan pun!! tu la slack die kije kat hsbc..huhu
Start ahad ni kije tuka shift frm 4pm-3am jadi 5pm-4am..penin..

doa2 dpt kije lain yg bekerja pade waktu normal..

Samat pengantin baru abgyu..(sedih x dpt gi majlis walimah kawan2..)

Tak sabaa nak raye! tapi mlm raye kene kije :(..adesh....ape nak dikate...

-status: keadaan x normal-