Pugi!!

I got meself a pugi!!! ahahah..comel pulak, sampai jatuh2 aku wat die..gile saiko main cyber pet :P

smlm tengok af, sbb encik yeh tgk bola..xde org nak chatting..

tetibe mase tgk tuh tersedih plak mase dewang panggil mak bapak naik pentas..bukan sedih sebab parents naik, tp sedih kesian kat aswad sbb parents die dah tadde...astro ni pun satu, panggil la sedare mara die ke hape..hampeh

pastu cam suke plak aizad kua ..ahahah..af tahun ni af yg paling hampeh la..xyah la wat af lg pasni weeyy...buat miskin org asek beli topup je..

hahahah

nak wat survey yg shy suh wat haritu...tapi panjang saaangaaat la shy!!
meh aku wat yg pendek sket hehe

1. Song playing at the moment?
>> kiroro- mirae

2. Reasons for living?
>> khalifah di muke bumi Allah (which i always forget!! herkkkkk..)

3. Do you think you're ok?
>> nope, i'm abnormal never ok

4. Ever donated blood?
>> nope, low blood pleasure :P

5. Favorite color(s)?
>> white, black, mocha, soft colours/pastel colours

6. Accessories you usually wear?
>> engagement ring

7. One song to describe a heartbreak
in the past.
>> lots..cant think

8. Last place you went to?
>> kitchen making my herbalife drink (taste better with cold water i/o milk)

9. Last person you went out with?
>> farin


10. The most exciting sport?
>> bungee jump!!!!

11. Ever had a baby?
>> heerk..nope!

12. Movie you want to watch?
>> sumolah?


13. Any piercings?
>> i can wear earings :D

14. The most romantic gift?
>> mm..yeh once made a kad raya with his own drawing of him n me :P and that 'yourock' slides he posted on my friendster...

15. Acted on stage before?
>> yes..and i loved it hehe

16. Struck by lightning before?
>> noope, hopefully never (tanak jadi anak derhaka!!)

17. Danced with your loved ones
before?
>> not yet, will do hehe

18. Ever wished you could turn back
time?
>> yes...to my schooldays..i kept having dreams bout school (smkaks)..y eh??

19. What would you do if you woke up
one day to find yourself to be with
someone from the opposite sex?
>> after marriage? with him? ...... i'd smile

20. One song that's meaningful to you?
>> dunno?

21. Last person you met?
>> bibik

22. What will you be doing tomorrow?
>> work! next question pls!!!

23. Ever thought of robbing a bank?
>> no way

24. One thing you totally regret
doing/done?
>> being with someone who i despise so much now? who? i wish he never exist...

25. Do people like you?
>> not all..ahahah

26. What was the last game you played
on the computer?
>> dream day wedding ( sucks!!) lagi baik main diner dash!

27. SomeONE who means a lot to you at
the moment?
>> my family, yeh, close friends and then everyone

28. The color of your mobile phone?
>> black

29. Do you hate someone at the moment?
>> yes...but i wish the feeling would go away coz i hate hating ppl

30. What do you wish to happen now?
>> get more money? hehe

31. Last time you ate pizza?
>> dont like pizza

32. Ever been given a ring?
>> yupp! ngeee~

33. Do people think you're weird?
>> guess most ppl do...coz i do ahahah

34. Movies now showing that you hate?
>> dunno?

35. Most important thing in your room?
>> aircond and my bed

36. Last movie watched?
>> wild hogs!

37. Last television show watched?
>> spongebob squarepants

38. Who is the person you want to see
right now?
>> yeh :D

39. Ever called a person useless?
>> yup...and hate myself for it

40. Are you good at hiding your
feelings?
>> never, but mis-expressed them (is there such a word??)

Right Job

Nadiah, the right jobs for you would allow you to be Creative and Personable

With your skills, you could be earning up to $83,000 per year. Find out which jobs match these skills in your personalized Right Job Report. You're a visionary in many people's eyes — able to think outside the box and to come up with your own solutions. You're creative not necessarily in the artistic sense, but because you can expand your mind to do things differently from others.It might take a while for colleagues to recognize and reward you for your entrepreneurial spirit and abilities. That could be because they envy you, or because they find your ideas slightly rebellious — willing to go against the current. All in all, you make it hard for people to pigeon hole you. That is why you, more than others, need a job that allows you to play to your strengths, break out of the mold, and truly excel.

Hahahahaha..so not maersk line

At work

Work starts at 8, now only 7.49 been 20 minutes in the office.

Opened outlook, 15 tasks pending.
Pending tray, 19 pending

Pagi2 yanyan datang bagi magnet surfboard frm bali, mayleng ajak makan kuih semprit yang die buat..wuuh sedap jugak

yanyan: eh u ade blog eh? gile la u! Nanti polis nampak baru tahu! (polis: david)
nad: ade (sengeh jek)

semalam aznim on leave kene take over kije die..harini latha pulak macam tak datang....eeee...mintak2 la die dah mengclearkan pending die sebelum balik semalam..

harini nak call ust hanif..hopefully sijil kursus kawen ade kat die..tanak amik lagi skali! hehe

yey latha dah datang!

jom nak pura2 start kije!
:D

Its ok if u guys hate me, coz i already hate myself

I hate myself when:

1. I'm the cause of my parents' fights since i was a kid
2. I talk back when I was scolded..and get spanked/hits and kicks as a kid..up to now
3. I am so worthless I made my siblings hate me

Dialogue between me and Ehsan:
Me: so what did i do wrong now?
Ehsan: did u know that everyone in the family hates u? that u made mama and abah like
kuli, that you are always harsh with me and anisah? and that u never act the eldest?? oh..pls
grow up!!
Me: I'm sorry..(cried as usual)

Dialogue between me and Anisah
Me: mane remote???
Anisah: mane i tahu
Me: alah ilang lagi..suke sepahkan barang sampai sume bende nak ilang! (sounding very
whiny)
Anisah: Mane tahu!! sikit2 nak marah (sambil baling tepon)
Me: i x marah u laa!!
Anisah: ye la sori..i kan kurang haja! (while locking the door behind her)
Me: Im worthless (cried again)

4. I'm so proud ( as mama puts it)
Mama: Let me tell u the truth of what ppl wanted to say but didnt want 2 hurt u
Me: .... (smiling but tears streaming down)
Mama: U are one of the most proud ppl..amboi, benci sangat dengan mama!! ape mama
cakap sume salah...maybe i salah sebab encourage u to talk freely! U better think of getting
married coz ur mertua's family will hate u, and your husband will leave u!



5. I failed to present my emotions..as it shd be presented
I love them and wish we can always talk nicely and happily
I always use the wrong words
I always use the wrong tone of voice
I have no self esteem, so unsure ...of everything that is going on arnd me
I have all the negative toughts of myself

6. I could never make any decisions wisely..eg: this entry

7. see this entry? i always talk about myself..yes, and maybe mama is right...i'm too proud...

8. I hate myself, does anyone feel better reading this?


Best regards

ThEShameFuLL