Allah has better plans for us in store :)

ala apsal kecik sgt plak? ha ni edited by pa'ah ..gamba klas kitorang mase mude remaje wakaka..aku yg plg pendek tepi skali tu :P maceh cik pa'ah kerane bagi aku menkopi pes.

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Since i got the good news of my pregnancy i've actually been bleeding..sometimes light and sometimes mild. Risau jugak, ask our gynae mase mule2 dulu she checked but found nothing. We were advised that if it got heavier we shd straight away go to see her again.


so..weeks passed, someday with and someday without the bleeding. Pregnancy symtoms were not much but i dont really mind coz i knew that some ppl never experience anything at all.


Then last week the bleeding got a bit heavier than usual, so we went straight to our gynae 'Dr Sa'deah'. She was superbly nice, dont speak english well but tried her best to make me understand..luckily i've familirized myself with the medical terms through articles in the internet :P.


Anyways, we were told to get an ultrasound. We found out that the sac collapsed and the baby only managed to live until 4 weeks. They call it 'Missed abortion'. It was sad. I admit that i cried at home with my dear hubby to comfort me :). But I strongly beleif that Allah has something better in store for us, and that made me smile, and made me and hubby stronger ;).


So the doctor gave me misoprostol to expell the sac and fetus naturally. Although lots and lots of blood clots came out, the sac never did.Due to that, last night I had to undergo D&C..it was surely a night to remember.



the d&c


The nurses and doctors dont speak english much. So they asked me a few basic english questions like 'whats ur name', 'how old are you', 'how many times u eat per day', 'you are beautiful' and etc.


And the part where they put me under anesthesia they asked, "nadiah, can you read the Quran?" I said yes. They were happy and asked me to recite Alfatihah before they begin the procedure. As soon as I finished, the anesthasia kicked in.


I woke up to find myself somewhere else, hubby and another woman beside me. Everything was done and I didnt feel a thing, Alhamdulillah.


I was confused who the woman might be. She calls herself Mama Huda. Her son pun undergo surgery gak coz patah tangan, and while waiting for his son she went to comfort yeh while he was waiting for me. She cried and asked for the doctors to let her in to see me, helped yeh carry me onto another bed, bought me some air kotak and even gave 100 egyption pounds for my recovery.
Alhamdulillah, may Allah bless her.
But a bit sad coz i was blur last night and didnt manage to get her phone number. I pray for Allah to give her everything she needs, everything she wants..



All in all, yes we are so very sad. And at the same time we strongly beleive that Allah has better plans in store for us :D.


To all moms to be..take care okie..and pls pray for this mommy wannabe :P hehehe



some pics


senget kanlah kepale anda ek.. aku tengah malas nak edit ekeke

Epi bday to me!

Yup, i'm 25 and proud of it. Ceh..padehal sblm tulih ni tadi terpakse gune calculator 2008 - 1983 sbb terlupe umo sendiri wakakaka..

Tahun ni besday aku kat mesir,bersame hubby dan our li'l 'N' junior inside of me. Hmm..as i'm writing this its already 12.49 but not a single wish, hugs or kisses from my hubby yet..i wonder y..did he forget? Btw, he is on the internet gak,bukak friendster plak tu..Alah biase la tu, men kan? Hehe..tp last week he bought me a nice crystal necklace frm asfour. Esok nak suh die pakaikan..hehe ;p ngadee

Tq shy for being the first to wish :p

Tq all, for making my whole 25years memorable :)

P/s i kinda miss the family's traditional birthday lunch/dinner plus the secret recipe bday cake..too bad, no secret recipe ere..kalau x dah lame buli encik hubby kan? :p

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Its 01:07am now, he just realised my birthday :p. I've just received the hugs n kisses plus a lollipop! Tq abg! Hehe die kate esok nak beli kek jugak sbb tensen bace post ni tadi wakaka..apetah :p

Whatever pun, i just want 2 say..thank u, i 'heart' u and will remember this precious day with u till forever..hiks~

Lets reserve the lollipop till esok k? :D

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Been tagged by cik Anis

ok here goes :D

7 random facts about me:

1. dah 5 bulan kawen

2. baru pegnen ~ngee :P

3. suke buli org specially encik abgyeh

4. suke gi jalan2

5. xleh sgt dok rumah lame

6. xleh dok diam

7. suke jerit2 dan merapu :P

7 things that scares me:

1. takut hukuman Allah

2. takut 'kehilangan' ape2 pun

3. berat makin bertambah (kalau pregnen xpela..tu pun kene dlm kawalan..pasal aku ni pendek, kalau makin gomok, nampak makin pendek la kan hehe)

4. takut tikus

5. takut gelap

6. takut jalan sorang2..nanti mulela ter imagine ade org jahat tengah ikut la ape la :P

7. takut pandang cermin malam2..terpengaruh dgn citer hantu zaman kanak2 hehe

7 random music:

aa pasal music ni aku layan je sme..kecuali yg ade lirik yg bongek ataupun suare2 dan musik yg bleh buat aku sakit kepale..

7 things i say the most:

1. uii bestnye

2. whateverr..sambil jeling mata keatas :P

3. ala kesiannye die..

4. lebiu!! u lebme??? ngee :D

5. aku dah pegnen!! (just started recently hehe)

6. lapa nye...

7. jom kua??

7 things i treasure most:

1. the family

2. My dearest encik abgyeh

3. My bffs (mun, shy, tim, aja, hawa dll) and girl friends :D

4. everyone who came to the wedding

5. my phone (actually sold yeh's old one for this new sony ericsson k710i..ke apetah nama hp ni hehe)

6. ppl who loves me or ppl wo remembers my birthday or at least remember me

7. skolah qurratul ain shah alam..gile rindu skolah tu, ngan ustazah/ustaz die..ngan kawan2..ngan sume2 lah..

7 'first time' things i ever did:

1. kawen

2. pegnen, and btau kawan2 n family bout the news

3. duduk serumah ngan encik abg yeh :P

4. jalan2 deting kat mesir

5. cube cakap arab ngan org mesir mase nak beli barang

6. experimental cooking :P ye la..dok mesir mane bleh beli lauk kat luar kan..jadi bile teringin terpakse la buat2 pandai masak..wakaka

7. tak berkerja..lepak2 je kat rumah (best rupenye hehe)

7 ppl to do this:

1. mieza

2. shy

3. ignita

4. angah - sile la update blog ko tuuhh heheh

5. safiyah

6. kak opin hehe

7. encik abgyeh :D

Gudnius!!

Oleh kerana encik 'bendere jepun' x kunjung tiba selama 2 bulan, maka aku ngan encik yeh pun menganbil kata sepakat utk buat pregnancy test utk yg ke sekian kalinya :P.

hoh..tak disangke2 ade 2 line yg bermaksud ' hey congrats nad n yeh!! ur pregnant!!! '. Kami terkesima tapi takmo lompat2 dulu..takut false positive (walaupun highly unlikely).

so esoknye kitorang pun naik la bas pergi lab utk buat test darah. seperti biase dokte x jumpe urat kat tangan aku neh..(selalu camtu..byk lemak sgt kot heheh :P)

memule cucuk tangan kanan..silap cucuk rupenye, jadi darah x kua langsung. pahtu cucuk lengan belah kiri, alhamdulillah 'cucukan' yg tepat!

tunggu 5 minit dokte tersebut pun panggil nama aku..muke serius jek..

pahtu die pandang encik abg yeh 'congratulations, ur wife is pregnant' ~ngeeee we were all smiles..alhamdulillah :D

lepas je dapat gudnius ni encik abg yeh pun belanje makan mo'men..nyum nyummm sedap wooo

btw, beberapa hari sebelum gi amik test tu encik abgyeh jatuh bas..jadi mase otw jalan still limping la kan..walaupun dah kene urut, bengkak x surut lagi. tapi bile dapat je gudnius terus sengeh sorang2, dah hilang terus rase sakit kaki hehe :P

Tq shy sbb dah announcekan harituh..ni baru la dpt post entry.

hmm..petang lepas dpt result tu plak terus gi jumpe gynae. Die scan tapi x nampak ape2 lagi..so the next appt will be 20th May..doa2 la nampak cik fetus hehe

kalau kire2 ikut lmp, dah 2 bulan dah ni..tapi aku punye period cycle kurang normal sket..so aku rase baru 4-6weeks kot..jadi tatau la dah bleh nampak ke blom sebenanye

as for now..symptom2 awal pregnancy tu ade la sket2..tapi xde la morning sickness lagi. encik abgyeh pun nampaknye sudah makin caring dah ni..uu..hik hik hik..mekaseh :D

jadinye, skang dah kene start bace quran banyak2..bagi cik budak yg belom jadi budak kat dlm ni akan jadi budak yg comel, sehat, solehah/soleh, pandai dan macam2 lagi ..aminn :D

Congrats!

Berjuta2 tahniah kepada :

1. Fa (senior kat smkaks) sbb dah deliver sorang baby boy!! Fa, sile bagi gamba budak kecil itu yee..

2. Hajar (ex-maersk) sebab pun dah deliver baby boy gak yg bernama Tq. Harith Raiyan pada 30/4, 2.32am baru ni.

3. Wan Suriaty (ex smkaks) sbb dah nak
kawin dgn jejake pilihan iaitu Nabil. Sori aku xleh dtg 1Jun ni..aku balik mesia ujung tahun ni insyaAllah..

4. Hawa Liyana Hashim pun sebab dah nak kawin ngan Shah 31/5 ni.
Sori cik sepupu..aku xleh nak tlg2 ko wat persiapan :(

5. Yursila (ex MMU) yg pon nak kawen gak 4 mei ni.

6. Nurul Ayuni (ex smkaks) sebab nak kawen gak 31 Mei ni..eheh..betul ke tarikh tu?

7. Madia Baizura (ex smkaks) yg nak nak kawen pade 4 mei gak..

Aku xde gamba baby Fa (atau lebih dikenali sbg Kak Fa) lagi..bile dah ade nnti aku post kat sini.
Tapi td bukak friendster Hajar ade pulak die taruk gamba baby die :D sempat ajekk.. so aku pun rembat la masuk blog aku nih..jgn marah tau hajar! :P

Hajar, Baby and Family

Tq. Harith Raiyan

Eee..comelnye..

Dan harini aku rase hepi sebab dah jumpe balik kakyong aka cousin aku yg dah lame x jumpe. Walaupun x dpt tengok face to face, dpt jumpe dlm Friendster pun ok la..yg best tu muke die same je dari kecik..rambut tetap megi hehe :p

haih..rindunye..

Oh..exam Yeh dah confirm 24 ngan 31 Mei ni. Korang tlg la doa jugak ek bagi die bleh jawab dan lulus dengan cemerlang yek!! hehe ..

klu sume ok, insyaallah kitorang bleh nak balik ujung tahun ni..nak gi kenduri kawen member2 yg seterusnye..uu sedapnye nasi minyak ..free plak tu..uuu..(almaklumla..makan nasi minyak kat kenduri sendiri kene kontrol kontrol huhu)

aaa sape nak kawen thn depan ni?? baik ngaku aaa...cepat jemput aku cepat!!

~ngee x saba2 aku ni