f.a.i.l.u.r.e

i'm never gonna forgive myself for writing today's blog for being soo damn low..but don't care

i'm a failure..y?

1. I started a project for Hafizah at Keramat but things did not turn out right..tak dapat pc pun and ppl volunteering in suddenly volunteer-out of the project due to no more volunteers

2. Today is my parents anniversary but they are not speaking to each other..dunt know why but I feel i'm a failure coz i can't do anything about that, what i only do today is mandi, eat, read my Rihard Carlson's book, online and pretend that i dont know anything

3. I've just moved out frm my rented room in Subang bcoz i dislike having an annoyingly irritating officemate living in the same hse..but I feel i'm a failure cos i moved out- instead of her moving out..

4. SPM and PMR? stooopid

5. I feel so bad coz I feel yeh is doing more hard work in the relationship..I'm sorry :(

6. I'm starting a sandwich business coz I'm fed up changing jobs. But I started too early and with no customers yet..business is delivery to cyber/putra, but kids in MMU/UPM/Sri Putri/ Alam Shah are not back yet frm holidays...well hopefully i can get the business running somewhere next mnth..

I received sms frm a person named Ali in UM wanting to join the business, and managed to get Zura to help out at MMU..Pn Rosliah of Cyberjaya Petronas asked me to come with the sample of these sandwiches on Wednesday..but i never can hope too much..

7. I can never get a job in Putrajaya/ Cyberjaya

I know the saying ' The end of the day, the person who wins, is the person who thinks he can..'

no comment...but maybe my stupid mood is influencing..

Most of all, Im reading an Internation Bestseller 'Dont Sweat the Small stuff..and it's all small stuff' by Richard Carlson..but me being me, i'm still feeling the way i feel..

owh..shake it off nad..

Assalamualaikum..

Tumpang lalu boleh? ehehe...
Ooo..best la dia pegi PD ek? Bile kite nak on ni Cik Nadiah Comel?
Abang nak xzam Disember ni. Doakan tau. Nak balik Msia cepat-cepat ni..letih dah duduk sini ha..ehehe..

Misme x?
Berape banyak baju yg Cik Nadiah beli bulan ni?
Take care kat sane tau. ape-ape nanti sms ek?

Bubye!
Love and Doa
Abang.

IT for Hafizah

Assalamualaikum
Dear Friends

I'm currently working on a new project 'IT for Hafiz/Hafizah'.
Found out there's a new school in Keramat consists of 20 children.

This school will only take needy children who are serious in learning/memorizing the Qur'an.
They do not have much, but I am interested in getting them to know the computer; at least Microsoft Office.

Currently they only have 1 PC.
What they need in order for 'IT for Hafiz/Hafizah' to work is more PCs and people teaching them (voluntarily).

To those who are interested to work on this project together, please reply writer asap so we can organize a trip to see the kids and the school's condition.
Details of the school will be provided later to those who are interested.

Me,
Nad Az

t.e.a.r.s

Interesting piece of information
"There was a study done where a control group of 100 people were divided
into two.
50 people watched a very funny, tears-of laughter type movie.
50 watched a very sad and tears of compassion type movie.
At the end of the sessions researchers collected the "happy tears" and the "sad tears" with eye droppers.
They found that "happy tears" are made up of brine...salt water and not a great deal else
However the "sad tears" were found to contain the very same chemicals and enzymes that are found in tumors, ulcers and other such lumps and bumps and sicknesses through out the body.
This test concluded that the body, when crying in sadness etc is literally flushing out all of the toxic-chemicals that accumulate and are a part of the sadness /heartache experience.
Therefore if one holds back those tears, those toxic-waters will find somewhere else to deposit themselves.. . .and prolonged lack-of-crying- release will guarantee that the body will accumulate a huge amount of internal pollution and toxicity that should have been released through the tears....... .is it any wonder that the eyes sting so much when we hold back our tears?"
LESSON FROM THE STUDY: CRY YOUR HEART OUT WHEN YOU ARE SAD, LONELY, ALONE, DEPRESSED... ESPECIALLY WHILE ASKING ANYTHING FROM THE ALMIGHTY .
IT IS GOOD FOR YOUR HEALTH!
Qiyam sampai lebam....

Genting!!

Genting Highland- First World Hotel

Me, Abah, Mama, Aiman & Bibik

its been lame jugak since i went up there..
Bole laa..but didnt get to play much..sian abah, banyak duit abis.

We just bought the outdoor tickets.
I went up the swing yg tinggi sangat tu, Cockscrew roller coaster, Pirate Train, Dinosaur Landand..yeah that was all..
But dapat naik the wing 2 times!! wakakaka

So teringin to go up the spiderman roller coaster but none were brave enough to go up with me..so i didnt..huhu
Reason y i need someone to come up with me isss..so when they snap the pic, it would be at least meaningful for me to buy and keep the pics!!
Lame? but true lah..cant wait for encik yeh comes back..hopefully he'd be brave enough haha

Last night makan at Selera Kampung..buffet and very nice food..so i ate ignoring my diet plan( do i have one? wakaka)

Eh tapi ok tau, at least i know that my jeans are too big for me now and it does not fit nicely on me..and i can wear old clothes back..imagine how i was? huhuhu

so..this morning while aiman and abah goes swimming..us ladies went up the cable car. Mama was so scared, she cant even enjoy the peanut butter dorayaki we bought :P

Then at the cable car station going up..met with a group of tourists i dont know frm where..
We accidentally 'q' in the middle of them all..but we were only 3 ppl so we thought 'its ok laaah'..so we beratur for like 15 minutes just to get on the cable car..
so like 5 minutes until our turn, their tour guide came to us ask asked us let her grp goes first..which was like another 20 ppl behind us.
She said ' boleh tak bagi org saya jalan dulu? ramai ni..'
Mama was so pissed of, and we were late for check out..so Mama definitely said no lah kan..then mama explain la that we were late for check out..

The lady actually said ' no lah, bukan check out! check in lahh..kalau nak check out buat ape naik cable car!!' while rolling her eyesss!!

Duuuhh..so ppl cannot ride cable car saje2 anymore huh? soo rude!! I hated that lady..dunt know to call her dum or rude..jahatkan? haha hayya..teruk betul..but nevermind lah..

sekian saje summary pade hari weekend..encik yeh dah onlinee!!

about 2 weeks dah jadi tunang org,alhamdulillah :)

yeh tgh buat umrah and will meet his parents there insyaAllah..the engagement went very smoothly which is kinda aday to remember :)..have lotsa photos, which 1 batch was taken by mun using my cam (coz she didnt bring her charger for her cam :P), 1 batch was taken by shy and another one by one of ehsan's friends

the night before engagement i had hawa, mun, shy and my sis with me..later in the night siti and ad came which they accompanied me until 4am arranging flowers (which mama was very tired and handed the flowers who didint know nothing bout flowers nor arranging them), decorating and re-decorating hantaran... and just merely talking bout stuff..thanks to all :D

yeh called that night but was tired and didnt get to talk much..anyway thanx..he wasnt there and i do so missed him..i knew if he can be there he will and things will be much more fun :D

we culdnt get up as early as we shd the next day..yeah..we did slept at arnd 4, with all the hantaran around us (wishing no lipas jalan2 over our body that nite) hehe..
had kak lang tolong make-up kan..thank you!!
i love my green baju kurung..and green tudung..i was green that day!! hehe
mun and shy wore pink with black tudung..why? u shd read shy's blog to know the answer :P

alah so many more la to write..in the office now with so many kije belambak!! later sambung..:D tadaloo..

16.09.2006

sedang bertungkus lumus menyiapkan sume bende2 utk bethrotal(ceewah) lg 2 minggu..
hantaran 5 balas 7, pihak pempuan balas 7 (pihak aku le)..

tema hantaran: maroon + gold

3 hantaran baru siap:
1. sejambak bunge lolipop :P
2. pokok coklet emas
3. kain baju melayu (biru tuuuh)

yg bakal siap:
4. sejadah
5. buah
6. jam tart yg sangat lembut dan sedap
7. bunge rampai

dan yg agak penting:
8. sirih junjung (mama nak buat dengan bunge idup)

baju dah siap (satin hijau mude with soft pink french lace) ..hehe..cincin pun dah setel
tapi bakal lelaki yg suh mak die masuk meminang tu x balik mesia :P

hehe encik yeh will be doing umrah for 2 weeks mase tu..and maybe 16/9 tu atas kapal dr mesir kan?

huhu..sedih juge,tp sebbaik die gi wat umrah..kalau gi wat holiday instead of balik mesia, mmg nak kene cubit!!

abah dah setelkan pasal catering, sebelah pagi sampai lunch sambut family yeh (dgr kate dewang nak dtg 6-8 buat kete hehe)..after lunch dlm kul 3, jemput jiran utk kenduri kesyukuran lak..(nisah masuk uitm, sambut puase and promotion abah)

mun ngan shai! special request, sile datang 15.09.06 okeh?! :D